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phoenixfgI'm in one of my moods again. I'm not emo or anything but I'm an optimistic person by nature. I guess all that optimism is heavy because every few months or so I just get down. It can last anywhere from a day to a week to...well you get the point. Usually I just disappear from everything for awhile. Just go to work and go home and veg out in front of the TV. *sigh* I can't do that now because I live with my mom(I seriously need to think about getting my own place) and my lil bros are there and stuff.
I need to go to the doc for an unrelated thing. I've been putting it off actually for...about three or four months. It's just I think doc's do more harm then good. Example? I didn't have this current problem until I went to the doctor and now I have to go back for something they jacked up...AND PAY FOR IT!? Seriously? SERIOUSLY?!!
There's also some personal drama. My sister found out that her fiance has a 21 year old daughter. Supposedly I mean. While that's upsetting in and of its self he lied about the reason the money was coming out of his check which really upset her. She was actually thinking about leaving him for a minute which would have been a whole other story! *shakes head*
Other than all of this everything is good!:P Maybe I can psych myself into believing that I'm happy! Who knows? It's worth a try right?
I need to go to the doc for an unrelated thing. I've been putting it off actually for...about three or four months. It's just I think doc's do more harm then good. Example? I didn't have this current problem until I went to the doctor and now I have to go back for something they jacked up...AND PAY FOR IT!? Seriously? SERIOUSLY?!!
There's also some personal drama. My sister found out that her fiance has a 21 year old daughter. Supposedly I mean. While that's upsetting in and of its self he lied about the reason the money was coming out of his check which really upset her. She was actually thinking about leaving him for a minute which would have been a whole other story! *shakes head*
Other than all of this everything is good!:P Maybe I can psych myself into believing that I'm happy! Who knows? It's worth a try right?