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[phoenixfg]

*brushes dust from account*

Geez man! It's been a minute since I wrote in here. *sigh*  Let's see. I said I was gonna make this a personal journal(let's see if I can stick with that!:P) so here goes!

I feel like crap! No, seriously I do. It's just that no one ever knows 'cause I'm pretty good at hiding it. I just don't like to worry people and I hate going to the doctor even less but I think I'm going to have to. When I go the bathroom there's always a lot of blood which wasn't there before I went and got my colonoscopy done. Which means a)Either the doc jacked something up in there and didn't want to tell me or b) something is wrong and he just didn't catch it. I'm going with option A just so ya know! 

It who...it's gotten to the point where I hate going to the bathroom and I'm exhausted all the time. I enjoy sleeping don't get me wrong but I've never slept for such long periods of time and STILL be tired. My gram(she used to be a RN) said it's because I'm losing so much blood. *shrug * It could be because I'm lazy as well!:P Haha! Between work, family, friends and simming I rarely just have a moment. I'm a loner by nature but people seem to think I'm anti-social when I decline going somewhere. That's not it at all. I just like doing my own thing. of course, if there's alcohol involved I'm so THERE!!! What? I'm just saying!

On a family note: My lil bros are thieves. My mom had this money jar and it had to have at LEAST three hundred bucks in there. She went into her closet one day last week only to discover she had less than a hundred. She called me up at work upset and then she started to cry. Gah! I love my lil bros but I love my mom more and you don't make her cry. So things have been pretty tense around the house lately. She's talking about sending them back to Jersey, back into the foster system, because they're stressing her out. And this isn't the first time. This has been going on for years. I usually defend them but right now...I just can't. What they did, and have done, is just wrong.

I talked to my sis for a couple of hours the other day. She's brilliant. I love her so much. Like if I was the crazy guy in Silence of the Lambs I would totally skin her and wear her! That's how much I ♥ her!! LMAO!!! She was talking to me about my stories. She keeps pushing for me to try and write something and get published. IDK. I just do crap for fun. I enjoy writing but if it became a job I might not love it so much. Besides the fact that I don't t think I'm that fab a writer. I do what I do and that's about it! So, to distract her I told her about skype! I GOT SKYPE! If any of y'all want to hear my high pitch voice my user name is PhoenixFG25. It was fun talking to her and my niece. Well, I was talking to her on skype and on the cell! *cough* She's not very computer savvy so I talk her through stuff.

I love my job. I really do. It's never boring. Like the other day there was a 10-17 and the guy told the cashier he was robbing: "This is some real LA shit!" Who SAYS stuff like that? You're not in LA! You're in GA! Seriously! And if you're robbing a pizza place I really don't think you're from the streets of LA, my friend. And then there were all these warrants coming through. An officer would make a traffic stop! Oh! He's wanted through us! Another officer, another traffic stop! OH! He's wanted through us too! Another officer, another traffic stop! OH! He's wanted...through another agency! Darn! Now I gotta send them a hit request! LOL!! And the cops there are always looking out for you.
"You need a break Hawk?"
"Nah, I'm good."
"You sure?"
"Yep!"
"Well call me when you do."
"10-4!"
Or when I got my new car they told me I should have told them so they know which car is mine so they don't pull me over! Ha! Awesome, awesome! Which reminds me I need to cook them some food or something! Gah!

Well, I think I'm going to catch a few hours of sleep. And by few I mean probably sleep until about ten!:P And then watch some episodes of house that I recorded on the DVR. Maybe I'll discover the cure for what's ailing me. I can hope right? Right? Yeah man! 

 

Comments

[fadeintoyou]

I'm a loner by nature but people seem to think I'm anti-social when I decline going somewhere. That's not it at all. I just like doing my own thing.

I hear ya there! I've been trying to break that habit recently, running off with the MIL to ride bikes or walk with the dogs -all of which are quite good for me! No wonder I can't get anything done with the Cutlers =P

I think your grandmother knows what she's talking about; it sounds awful so you def. should go see the doctor. Maybe it's his fault, maybe it isn't but either way maybe something can be done.

I agree with your sister; do it! ^_^